I WANT TO...

I want to smell, to breathe in the fragrance of Your Holiness
I want to love You,  I want to love You, love You, love you, love You

I want to rest in Your embrace and feel Your fingers on my face
I want to love You,  I want to love You,  love You, love You, love You

I want to love You more than I love life, I want to love as I am loved
I want to love You, I want to love You, love You, love You, love You

I want to behold You in the beauty of Your holiness
I want to love You, I want to love You, love You, love You, love You

I want my heart to be Your journal where You write Your thoughts, Your feelings, Your desires,
Your plans, Your hurts, Your dreams, Your emotions
I want my heart to be where You write Your Story
I want to love You, I want to love You, love You, love You, love You

I want to climb inside Your Heart and live there
I want to touch Your lips as You speak my name
I want to be so close to You that I can hear Your eyes blink and in that blink feel the atmosphere change
I want to love You, I want to love You, love You, love You, love You

I want to rest upon Your joy, Your truth, Your faithfulness as one rests upon a bed
I want to love You, I want to love You, love You, love You, love You

April 25,  2014


                                                                  TENSION

Abba, string me just right
        You know how far,
                            how tight,
                               how long
I can stretch without breaking


To bring forth the melody,
                           the sound,
                               the music
the stings of Your instrument must have tension


Tension brings forth vibrations,
                                vibrations move atoms
                                      atoms move the atmosphere
The atmosphere moves and rhythm begins


Abba, I trust You to pull
                               to stretch
                                   to tighten
my strings to the exact point of beautiful music


I know that You will never stretch
                                                tighten
                                                     pull
me until I pop like the proverbial weasel


The pulling and stretching is uncomfortable
                                                   inconvenient
                                                        painful
and I think of crying out for it to stop


You hear my cries and all the while You are caressing
                                                                            smoothing
                                                                                 warming
my strings and in the end a new song is played and Your instrument is restored

Completely
       Beautifully
             Wonder-fully
Restored

Let the symphony begin 





                       

SHAKING!!!!

On August 15, 2013  while talking with Abba He said to me, "IF you TRUST Me you will not offend Me."    He went on to explain that when/if I am trusting Him then I will make choices that do not offend Him.   The word below He spoke to me at 8:38 AM on this past April 4 after having been in His chambers for several hours that morning.  I have kept it between Him and me until He said, "NOW is the time to release it."   After being encouraged this past Monday concerning hearing from YHWH  and releasing His Words  Abba reminded me of this particular word and said,  "NOW,  this is the time."    So,  here it is, and please know that it is a word for everyone and I might add especially for me!   Outrageous blessings on each of you and your families in Yeshua's Name,

Keturah

 

 

SHAKING!   4/7/14   8:38 AM

 

"This is NOT about religion and it is NOT about being right.  It IS about RELATIONSHIP with Me and it IS about RIGHTEOUSNESS.

 

"I'm turning up the heat because I LOVE YOU!  Because I desire for YOU to be My vessel that is impervious to the deceits, deceptions, cunnings and hooks of the enemy.  Tempering steel strengthens it and causes it to be pliable, bendable, moldable and reshaped.  ALL of My most enduring vessels have been forged in fires of adversity, persecution, self-denial, humility (which includes humiliating situations) and letting go of your own agendas, thoughts and purposes.

 

"STEP, STEP, STEP, STEP...     NOT where YOU SEE or where YOU are looking and trying to see but where I AM SAYING!  Dare to close your eyes to what YOU think,  what YOU feel,  and what YOU want and dare to choose what I AM wants,  what I AM thinks, and what I AM feels.   THIS will require you to capture EVERY thought  and MAKE it give up and obey Christ - MY ANOINTED!  

 

"You claim  He is the Way, then step MY Way and NOT man's way.  LET GO, LET GO, LET GO or you will go down with what is being shaken.  The shaking IS coming, indeed it IS HERE!   Feel the rumblings and notice the shift.  IF you choose to not go with the shift,  you may get caught in the fissures and the crevasse that even now is forming. 

 

"DO NOT fight fire with fire.  In the end  only ashes will remain and I will blow them away with  the Breath of My Spirit that makes neither sound nor knock. 

 

"DO NOT test the shoes, DO NOT test the rope, simply STEP, STEP, STEP, STEP  as I SAY STEP.  The longer you remain in man's way the easier it becomes to ignore My Voice. 

 

"Man's song is DO BE DO BE DO.  My Song, the song of My Kingdom is  BE DO BE DO BE BE BE BE!  ALL puffer fish become deflated and die in the end.  Eliminate,  Illuminate, BE...    and you will LIVE.   DO,  and you will always need to DO more.  It will NEVER BE what YOU know.  Stop thriving to know ABOUT  Me and seek to KNOW Me and just BE.  If you step where YOU are looking you will take a fall and there will be injury in the fall.  I do NOT want ANY part of My body injured.  Close your 'NATURAL' eyes and BELIEVE...   LISTEN...   then ACT.  You say you can trust Me,  then DO IT. 

 

"The measure of success is how you handle dis-appointment."

Sentence Pronounced

Holy Spirit, tell me, what does it mean to judge myself  "rightly"?  If judging is declaring "this is the way a person is and they will stay that way",  then how do I judge myself  "rightly"???    If judging is pronouncing a sentence on someone then how do I sentence myself?"

Holy's answer to me:   "Let ME sentence you.  Pronounce on yourself the same sentences that I pronounce on you.   Remember,  Love is judging you.  Love SEES differently than what the world/people see. 

"I NEVER said judge yourself as bad, sinner, hateful, angry, selfish, needs to DO better, to BE better, to try harder,  etc.

"I pronounce you as Beloved, Chosen, Redeemed, DEAD-to-sin, Hidden-in-Christ, Full-of-Light, Set-free, Having-the-Mind-of-Christ, Righteous Holy, Sanctified, Set-apart, Daughter-of-YHWH, Bride-of-Christ, Innocent, TOTALLY-COMPLETELY-IRREVOCABLY-FORGIVEN,  MY Beloved.

"Learn to RIGHTLY judge yourself by agreeing with Love...   Me.   I never judge outside of Love because I AM  Love.   Serve your sentence with joy, and thanksgiving."
  

See do you? Hear can you?

He who HAS seen sees not through bars
There are no shackles, no chains, no prison bars for the one who steps out onto nothing,
    and finds the path
Because he is contained he is free
And because he is free he is surrounded
Hear words that require no ears
See what is already seen yet is invisible
Speak words that have not yet been spoken
Yet were uttered an eternity ago

                                                         I...   AM

I AM ALL He says I AM
I AM What, Who He sees
I AM His Own

Flawless in beauty
Chiseled into His Character
Set into His Likeness
I radiate His Light

I AM alive with the colors of Heaven
Hear ME play the melody He created ME to BE
Who I AM, my Being is His Song
I AM His beautiful color-full melody, His Diamond Song

HE sings Me and I AM
Because HE IS I AM
I AM What, Who He sees