April 3, 2012
Running as One, yet
Walking as many
Right in the middle, yet
Always on the outside
Owning nothing, yet
Having everything
Constant noise and static, yet
Overwhelming quiet
Surrounded by chaos, yet
All is planned
Trusting NO ONE, yet
Always trusting
Covered and surrounded by darkness, yet
Immersed and filled with blindingly bright Light
Flying solo, yet
companions on each side
Rarely certain, yet
Always knowing... and always sure
Constant change, yet
Always stable and secure
Continually working, yet
Perpetually at rest
Dead and buried, yet
Alive, well and full of Life
Pierced by lies, yet
Unscathed in Truth
I Am here, yet
Never here because I Am Always There... where I long to Be
Wanting nothing, yet
Desiring ALL He has for me
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Taste the Sweetness! Sept. 22m 2011
I KNOW the sweetness of His Presence
If I choose to abide
live
dwell in that presence, that sweetness, no bitterness will I taste
Bitter moments will come in my life
But I will not taste them
I taste and SEE that MY LORD IS GOOD
I RECEIVE what YOU give to me LORD... and it IS good
ALL, EVERYTHING , that You give to me is good
Here I am LORD, my soul is naked before You
Search me that I may know myself as You know me...
expose to the depths all that is in me....
remove ALL that is NOT of Your Kingdom
YOUR Kingdome come
YOUR Will be done
IN me right now, today, right here on earth
JUST LIKE IN HEAVEN
Manifest Your Kingdom in me
through me
around me
to me
I love You too Poppa!
If I choose to abide
live
dwell in that presence, that sweetness, no bitterness will I taste
Bitter moments will come in my life
But I will not taste them
I taste and SEE that MY LORD IS GOOD
I RECEIVE what YOU give to me LORD... and it IS good
ALL, EVERYTHING , that You give to me is good
Here I am LORD, my soul is naked before You
Search me that I may know myself as You know me...
expose to the depths all that is in me....
remove ALL that is NOT of Your Kingdom
YOUR Kingdome come
YOUR Will be done
IN me right now, today, right here on earth
JUST LIKE IN HEAVEN
Manifest Your Kingdom in me
through me
around me
to me
I love You too Poppa!
Sunday, May 29, 2011
What To Do???? May 29, 2011
Yeshua said we'd do GREATER things than He did because He went back to our Poppa and Holy Spirit now resides in us. What DID Yeshua do?
He raised the dead
healed the sick
cleansed the lepers
cast out demons
multiplied food
opened blind eyes & deaf ears
spoke Life to prostitutes, cheats, murderers, addicts, thieves, liars, and others
put a severed ear back like it'd never been cut off
stopped bleeding
turned water into wine
stilled raging storms
And He says we will do GREATER things than these!!!
He didn't entertain people He became entwined with people, had relationship with them. He IS Light... He wasn't in the spotlight... He was shining without man made light. He is the only Light I want on me and in me.
I don't want to be famous... I want to be faithful... I believe that was what HE desired. He never aggrandized, advertised or promoted Himself. He even sought to stay out of man's spotlights. He humbled Himself and YHVY exalted Him.
In His desire to be, and remain faithful He became famous. He chose to give up everything, to have nothing and Poppa gave Him everything. Because He humbled Himself at Poppa's feet Poppa lifted Him up and sat Him on the throne Right beside Himself.
Right beside Him... THAT is where I want to BE, and to remain. I am doing greater things because of Him in me.
He raised the dead
healed the sick
cleansed the lepers
cast out demons
multiplied food
opened blind eyes & deaf ears
spoke Life to prostitutes, cheats, murderers, addicts, thieves, liars, and others
put a severed ear back like it'd never been cut off
stopped bleeding
turned water into wine
stilled raging storms
And He says we will do GREATER things than these!!!
He didn't entertain people He became entwined with people, had relationship with them. He IS Light... He wasn't in the spotlight... He was shining without man made light. He is the only Light I want on me and in me.
I don't want to be famous... I want to be faithful... I believe that was what HE desired. He never aggrandized, advertised or promoted Himself. He even sought to stay out of man's spotlights. He humbled Himself and YHVY exalted Him.
In His desire to be, and remain faithful He became famous. He chose to give up everything, to have nothing and Poppa gave Him everything. Because He humbled Himself at Poppa's feet Poppa lifted Him up and sat Him on the throne Right beside Himself.
Right beside Him... THAT is where I want to BE, and to remain. I am doing greater things because of Him in me.
Monday, December 6, 2010
Love IS the Journey Dec. 6, 2010
Love IS the journey.... Love is the End
It's ALL about Love
He IS Love
My heart is Yours
My breath is Yours
Every blink of my eye is Yours
I give my soul to You
Breathe into my soul
I SEE my soul exploding with Light
Millions of brilliant orbs of Light exploding into my soul
Moving faster than the speed of light
My soul pulsates with Light
YES! Let there be Light in my soul
Psalm 104:1 My SOUL, praise the LORD!
It's ALL about Love
He IS Love
My heart is Yours
My breath is Yours
Every blink of my eye is Yours
I give my soul to You
Breathe into my soul
I SEE my soul exploding with Light
Millions of brilliant orbs of Light exploding into my soul
Moving faster than the speed of light
My soul pulsates with Light
YES! Let there be Light in my soul
Psalm 104:1 My SOUL, praise the LORD!
Saturday, October 30, 2010
In Brokenness We Are Made Whole... and Fit For THE King's Table Oct 30, 2010
All our lives we're taught that brokenness is a bad thing. This conclusion was more than likely made because some treasure of glass, china, ect. was knocked over or dropped and broken into countless shards and slivers. Or perhaps a perfect pitch was missed and a neighbor's window became the perfect target resulting in shards and slivers... that could not be put back together again, even by "all the king's men".
This, I belive, is part of the problem; we go to "The King's men", and not to The King. Only in the hands of THE King can the broken shattered pieces of us, our lives, our destinies be not only put back together again but completely re-made, re-stored, re-newed. In His gentle loving hands He patiently, lovingly, passionately takes each piece, and with flames of white hot Love begins the process of melting those shards and slivers into a liquid that He can pour into a new mold, blow into a new shape and give new Life to. His Breath gives Life to a new dazzling mulit-colored vessel that is fit for The King's table, and chosen to be filled to overflowing with His most precious jewels, His choicest wine, His most succluent meat and His richest wisdom. THE Best of everything!
In brokenness we are made whole. The One Who takes our breath away breathes new life into us. He sees us NOW as the vessel we will become. He is not bound by time, so NOW where He is we are there as that beautiful, exquisite, priceless, unique vessel - completed and held gently, yet firmly in His hand He presses the vessel to His lips and savors the beauty of its contents and tastes the sweetness that He Himself placed there. Let The Banquet Begin!
This, I belive, is part of the problem; we go to "The King's men", and not to The King. Only in the hands of THE King can the broken shattered pieces of us, our lives, our destinies be not only put back together again but completely re-made, re-stored, re-newed. In His gentle loving hands He patiently, lovingly, passionately takes each piece, and with flames of white hot Love begins the process of melting those shards and slivers into a liquid that He can pour into a new mold, blow into a new shape and give new Life to. His Breath gives Life to a new dazzling mulit-colored vessel that is fit for The King's table, and chosen to be filled to overflowing with His most precious jewels, His choicest wine, His most succluent meat and His richest wisdom. THE Best of everything!
In brokenness we are made whole. The One Who takes our breath away breathes new life into us. He sees us NOW as the vessel we will become. He is not bound by time, so NOW where He is we are there as that beautiful, exquisite, priceless, unique vessel - completed and held gently, yet firmly in His hand He presses the vessel to His lips and savors the beauty of its contents and tastes the sweetness that He Himself placed there. Let The Banquet Begin!
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Much?
I'm sitting here talking with Poppa concerning someone I hold close to my heart; someone I love... very much? I long to see this one in an intimate relationship with Yeshua, for this one to know the Daddy Heart of our Poppa - YHVY and the Bridegroom Heart of God. I asked Poppa to help me see this one the way He sees them, allow me to see everything about this one, and our relationship the He sees all about us, our relationship with each other and our relationships with Him.
Instantly revelation engulfed my spirit and my heart like a snow storm: brilliant, blinding, exhilarating pure revelation. In less than than the speed of light I knew. The desire for this one to be intimate with Yeshua was not MY desire... it is HIS desire given as a desire of my heart that motivates drives presses me to pray with inflamed passion for this one to know Him intimately. Softly Poppa spoke to me, "It has always been MY desire for this one to be in my intimate embrace. My heart aches to hold this one, to give this one the kisses of My mouth, to be alone with this one whispering intimacies this one has never dreamed of. I made MY desire become what YOUR desire is so that you will cry out and travail in prayer for this one. I have such special plans, such deep intimacies I long to share with this one."
I asked Poppa to just "hit this one, knock em down, bowl em over" with His love. "You love this one so much" I started to say when once again Holy Spirit downloaded an intriguing revelation to me: "Much you say? I AM Love. Much can never be used with the word Love when you speak of MY Love for I AM love and My Love is unfathomable, unmeasurable, without limit, never ending, all encompassing. YOU are capable of loving much (Luke 7:47), but I AM not bound by limits. I LOVE! Beyond your imagination I LOVE. What you 'feel', what you cry out for in prayer for this one is MY desire.... My desire for My Bride... to be intimate with Her individually and corporately. Keep crying out! Your prayers capture My heart and I cannot resist you! I must answer your prayer to ignite in this one a burning inferno of desire for intimacy with Me. Do not cease to cry out. I AM answering. I LOVE! More than the 'much' you can imagine I LOVE."
Instantly revelation engulfed my spirit and my heart like a snow storm: brilliant, blinding, exhilarating pure revelation. In less than than the speed of light I knew. The desire for this one to be intimate with Yeshua was not MY desire... it is HIS desire given as a desire of my heart that motivates drives presses me to pray with inflamed passion for this one to know Him intimately. Softly Poppa spoke to me, "It has always been MY desire for this one to be in my intimate embrace. My heart aches to hold this one, to give this one the kisses of My mouth, to be alone with this one whispering intimacies this one has never dreamed of. I made MY desire become what YOUR desire is so that you will cry out and travail in prayer for this one. I have such special plans, such deep intimacies I long to share with this one."
I asked Poppa to just "hit this one, knock em down, bowl em over" with His love. "You love this one so much" I started to say when once again Holy Spirit downloaded an intriguing revelation to me: "Much you say? I AM Love. Much can never be used with the word Love when you speak of MY Love for I AM love and My Love is unfathomable, unmeasurable, without limit, never ending, all encompassing. YOU are capable of loving much (Luke 7:47), but I AM not bound by limits. I LOVE! Beyond your imagination I LOVE. What you 'feel', what you cry out for in prayer for this one is MY desire.... My desire for My Bride... to be intimate with Her individually and corporately. Keep crying out! Your prayers capture My heart and I cannot resist you! I must answer your prayer to ignite in this one a burning inferno of desire for intimacy with Me. Do not cease to cry out. I AM answering. I LOVE! More than the 'much' you can imagine I LOVE."
Friday, May 14, 2010
FIRST CHOICE!
May 14, 2010 For every woman everywhere, especially single women
His focus is on ME; He is excited by Me, for Me and with Me; His Heart is captivated by ME! His gaze is for no other than ME, His Beloved; He pursues Me with His Love; He desires to always and only give Me HIS Best, THE VERY Best and He will do no less right here right now on earth just like it is in Heaven.
I am HIS Beloved, His Princess and He will NEVER share Me with one whose focus and attention is divided and impure in any way; I am a precious priceless treasure His Delight and He will only share Me with one who sees Me in exactly the same way.
He has given Me a beautiful new heart that is pure undifiled and filled with His Thoughts, with Him and with His Blood... I WILL NOT share this Heart nor give it to anyone whose devotions and thoughts are scattered.
I WILL NOT settle for being second choice ever again. I WILL NOT be anyone's "consolation prize ever again. I WILL NOT be "second fiddle" ever again. HE says there is nothing or no one more beautiful, more desirable, more valuable or more exquisite than ME! I AM HIS Desire and anyone who sees me as anything less than that is not worthy of ME!
His focus is on ME; He is excited by Me, for Me and with Me; His Heart is captivated by ME! His gaze is for no other than ME, His Beloved; He pursues Me with His Love; He desires to always and only give Me HIS Best, THE VERY Best and He will do no less right here right now on earth just like it is in Heaven.
I am HIS Beloved, His Princess and He will NEVER share Me with one whose focus and attention is divided and impure in any way; I am a precious priceless treasure His Delight and He will only share Me with one who sees Me in exactly the same way.
He has given Me a beautiful new heart that is pure undifiled and filled with His Thoughts, with Him and with His Blood... I WILL NOT share this Heart nor give it to anyone whose devotions and thoughts are scattered.
I WILL NOT settle for being second choice ever again. I WILL NOT be anyone's "consolation prize ever again. I WILL NOT be "second fiddle" ever again. HE says there is nothing or no one more beautiful, more desirable, more valuable or more exquisite than ME! I AM HIS Desire and anyone who sees me as anything less than that is not worthy of ME!
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