In Brokenness We Are Made Whole... and Fit For THE King's Table Oct 30, 2010

All our lives we're taught that brokenness is a bad thing. This conclusion was more than likely made because some treasure of glass, china, ect. was knocked over or dropped and broken into countless shards and slivers. Or perhaps a perfect pitch was missed and a neighbor's window became the perfect target resulting in shards and slivers... that could not be put back together again, even by "all the king's men".

This, I belive, is part of the problem; we go to "The King's men", and not to The King. Only in the hands of THE King can the broken shattered pieces of us, our lives, our destinies be not only put back together again but completely re-made, re-stored, re-newed. In His gentle loving hands He patiently, lovingly, passionately takes each piece, and with flames of white hot Love begins the process of melting those shards and slivers into a liquid that He can pour into a new mold, blow into a new shape and give new Life to. His Breath gives Life to a new dazzling mulit-colored vessel that is fit for The King's table, and chosen to be filled to overflowing with His most precious jewels, His choicest wine, His most succluent meat and His richest wisdom. THE Best of everything!

In brokenness we are made whole. The One Who takes our breath away breathes new life into us. He sees us NOW as the vessel we will become. He is not bound by time, so NOW where He is we are there as that beautiful, exquisite, priceless, unique vessel - completed and held gently, yet firmly in His hand He presses the vessel to His lips and savors the beauty of its contents and tastes the sweetness that He Himself placed there. Let The Banquet Begin!

Much?

I'm sitting here talking with Poppa concerning someone I hold close to my heart; someone I love... very much? I long to see this one in an intimate relationship with Yeshua, for this one to know the Daddy Heart of our Poppa - YHVY and the Bridegroom Heart of God. I asked Poppa to help me see this one the way He sees them, allow me to see everything about this one, and our relationship the He sees all about us, our relationship with each other and our relationships with Him.

Instantly revelation engulfed my spirit and my heart like a snow storm: brilliant, blinding, exhilarating pure revelation. In less than than the speed of light I knew. The desire for this one to be intimate with Yeshua was not MY desire... it is HIS desire given as a desire of my heart that motivates drives presses me to pray with inflamed passion for this one to know Him intimately. Softly Poppa spoke to me, "It has always been MY desire for this one to be in my intimate embrace. My heart aches to hold this one, to give this one the kisses of My mouth, to be alone with this one whispering intimacies this one has never dreamed of. I made MY desire become what YOUR desire is so that you will cry out and travail in prayer for this one. I have such special plans, such deep intimacies I long to share with this one."

I asked Poppa to just "hit this one, knock em down, bowl em over" with His love. "You love this one so much" I started to say when once again Holy Spirit downloaded an intriguing revelation to me: "Much you say? I AM Love. Much can never be used with the word Love when you speak of MY Love for I AM love and My Love is unfathomable, unmeasurable, without limit, never ending, all encompassing. YOU are capable of loving much (Luke 7:47), but I AM not bound by limits. I LOVE! Beyond your imagination I LOVE. What you 'feel', what you cry out for in prayer for this one is MY desire.... My desire for My Bride... to be intimate with Her individually and corporately. Keep crying out! Your prayers capture My heart and I cannot resist you! I must answer your prayer to ignite in this one a burning inferno of desire for intimacy with Me. Do not cease to cry out. I AM answering. I LOVE! More than the 'much' you can imagine I LOVE."